MINISTERING MY AMOUR

            Its been a tough day for me and its been a fucking week.I wish i could go back and correct all my mistakes.But its better this way because, i see the mistakes within me and i'm being rational with my life.I really dono where my life gonna take me but i'm damn sure tat for wat happened so far is my own disaster and triumphs . First of all we need to be proud of ourself cause we are unique from others atleast by 10% and we need to rediscover our uniqueness.We dont know that we know. Hilarious concept.We then should be thankful to those who show what we are and what we din know abt ourselves .And i'm so glad i thank you my love.Its been a year so wit you and its like a decade living wit you.Am so proud of you my love and thanks for being a part of my life( our lives ).
              People may say anything cause they really dono what they are talking abt especially woman.Dumb ass species .Including you too sometimes!. But one thing is sure that there may be many girls who may be far better than you in all ways but no one i say no fucking woman can be like you.I'm damn sure my life in this hell will be heaven with you and without you is fawning the devil for life and survival.
La Fin

Why so women are always COMPLICATED earthlings !!!!

                 A Man can never understand a concept which is so arcane unless he's a part of and stays with it for a long period of time.This is so philosophical for modern theories and developing cutting edge technologies. But when it comes to a particular concept which many scholars try not to involve themselves because it is so deep that not even death can't prove it.It is so called a Woman's Heart.Thats right and i'm so proud blogging this content with my subconscious part which alarms me "that yo can never understand her fully !!" .Why is that so?.Why her?.Ist only her or the whole woman species ?. 

                  I try so hard and hard to understand her emotional behaviors but sometimes i fail.And i'm so glad and happy wit my full heart that "I'm a guy who is a brick and an important one of a palace called her HEART." Even though with lots of satisfaction and love i blog ,i still feel so low tat i cant understand her.There is something which i've noticed when i blog every time.I realize something which i understood already and i'm recollecting it from deep inside my mind.and which is i can never sense that i already know that.And whats that yo still dono what she's really upto. It comes only after yo prick her heart with your affected emotions.It was her mistake and she acts as though she did nothing except that she cares for me which is undeniable and she does it every time.

                 The point is she(My Woman  who is indeed unique just like every other woman in this earth never know what she is trying to prove or what state she is in.Sometime she is complete nut sometime she is so witty sometimes she is sweet sometimes she is chilly sometimes she is nerd sometimes she is polite sometimes she is devil and sometimes she is also a devil.Guess i can compare her with angels because they are WOMAN.And by that we can say sometimes angles are Women.

                 This sounds so ignorant and dumb but the truth always sounds like one.The best part is after all these words which came from me through my emotional behaviors with my lady i'm so glad to end this stating i can never understand her.And i'm happy with it,because this is the only way which makes me love her even still she is a complete jerk without acting like one.


               Today even tough i wasn able to listen to the class i tried hard not to see her eyes and listen to the class i failed.Her aroma was tickling ma senses just like a libido not the exact feeeling.I was afraid that i'll loose my control when i touch her soft hands which is rubbed by my hands when i accidentally touch her while in class.Damn i say never attend classes with all your emotions bursting out when yo see the one who loves you ,who can never leave you in her life who sits just beside you and yo are eagerly waiting to hold her hand and want kiss her lip gloss filled lips in front all those smug nerds and idiots.Worst ever class in my life and the climax was i din talk to her.

La Fin

Decoding Fuzzy Woman

Its tough and its damn irritating.The concept of Woman is really fuzzy and it takes time to decode it.But the hard truth is yo can never decode. No woman can be decoded.Its just yo can try hard to get close to it.Some times woman can be referred to as onion.We cry to peel it out,but find nothing in it,but the same onion can be used in cooking to taste our food better.Jus like that sometime women can make our lives taste better.


They are so close to us and they wanna leave us even if we make a small mistake.Some guys control their anger and control it for them.Some of us just burst out of anger and bombard women with harsh words and fight equally wit them.Some try both and end up in nothin.I'm one among them.I'm not sure what to do? and when to do?. Yo really dono how tough it is to be in the middle knowing nothin to do.But someday yo ll get to one side where i may leave because she doesn like it that way


.Tats right its always her way,not my way and may be even on the other side where i've to nod for everything wat she says.I think its better for me in the middle so i'll stay with her all time and be me at the same time.
La Fin

Lessons everyday everytime !!!

                  We all go for classes, tuitions and other practices but we always think that those few hours  are the only source for leaning.We homosapians must be proud that we are the most unique life form in this world.The reason is we learn better than anyone .We get adaptable,we think of the previous experiences to act in the present.Thats a gift from god from my point of view.
                  Why i say this because we learn more and more and more every minute.For instance i learn more when i'm typing this text,in the same way yo learn more when yo read this crap.So the point is we can learn from anyone we see in our lives which makes everyone as teachers and everyone as students just like p2p technology where everyone is independent of the other.If yo need something then yo ask for it directly or indirectly jus like Torrent search.We learn and take what we want from others.Thats human nature.A form of AI(Artificial Intelligence).
                   I learnt a lot from a  girl what is love and what is pure love and what is ego.I cant describe her like "She is like the most sweetest thing and bla bla bal......." not tat crap cuz is common.I strongly feel that she is a good human with no intentions of ego and vengeance and jealousy and a good teacher.I mean not not in profession but in life as general :p I think jus like me you would have some person to show what is real LOVE.So learn from them,remove your egos and shyness and be bold to  speak from heart.
( P.s Thank you BE♥ for who you are and how yo see me :) )
-LaFin-

Few Women !!

Men like women for what they are really are,The Perfect Woman.Yea,thats right we men need the perfect woman and yea no harm that every woman dream about her PERFECT guy.The thing is that no one is perfect so whom are we searching for in life.Its like searching for oxygen in space.Funny thing in life is Men have everything around him within his limits and he can be constrained within it,but he asks for more.
The point is not many Women are worth and not many are as we see.


Women the only booze a man can have his entire life without paying for it.Few Women are diff,not in looks not in character not the way the sweet things they do.The way they get angry.Yup ,if we look into our lives we wold be so glad tat only few women would get angry on us and the funny thing is Women get angry only to people whom the are interested in.So its like this women doesn know what they need in life so they are in the world of magic and tricks and the best part only Men are magicians.Funny truth but sad sometimes.Acceptable.

So these women i'm talking about who get angry,Why they get angry ? no idea, may be she likes you may be yo did something which she din expect from you as regular may be she is possessive on you.You really can never know it.But yo can conclude tat she likes you.Some women hate guys for what we are ,which obviously makes them angry at the same time this is the only reason which they are attracted to.Men are lucky to have women in life.I strongly think Women are the best booze a man can have in life without harming his health if precautionary measures are met.So you guys over there ,just don get angry if the opposite sex is in angry.Just listen to them,it doesn matter what are the trying to prove.Jus listen and talk softly like yo are the only person who can hear for what she says. Of course it can never be truth for all men and at all situations.


The point i'm circling around is only few women are close to you.Dont loose them .And yea we guys never give up our dignity and i never would say to bow to a women or listen to every crap she is trying to explain.Be yourself at the same time dont hurt people who get mad on you because they are the one whoreally likes you and stay wit you till your last fuckin breath !.
The END

MISTAKES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

                We all make mistakes,some rectify it,some do it over and over and again,I tried the former but ended in the later.No matter who you are ,how good you may be,it's better to stop hurting people knowingly or unknowingly who are so close to you and ll neva leave you ever in life.Love is a Drug,but this one its best yo get addicted to.


P.S Sorry sweetheart :(